I Miss Myself

Sometimes I miss the old me, that feeling of being careless and worry free. People say when you get older, you get wiser; I tend to disagree.  Getting older doesn't provide you with any more wisdom than it could have in your younger years; the only difference growing age brings is the tendency to be a lot more patient.

Yet, I miss it all.

Some days I just want to throw everything aside and act like the old me would have, but then that sense...yes, some may claim it to be common, whereas others might just take it in the nonetheless category.

You get my point right?

Well even if you don't, wait for next year; the older you get, the wiser you become. *inserts wink*

Stay Strong....

Don’t ever be afraid to live your life, the way you want it to be that is.  Dreams are unique to every individual for a reason, a reason that another individual cannot relate to.  If God meant for all of us to live a certain lifestyle, or match our expectations to another’s; we wouldn't all be given our own bodies, brains, senses and most important a vision.

Yes, it gets very tough.  Rocks even collide with each other after being still for years, humans in the sense of moving objects are meant to crash with one another.  Now, I don’t mean the physical crashes; our thoughts can collide, after all thoughts are just as free moving particles.   

Sometimes we feel very disconnected to the world surrounding us and other times we feel a strong sense of belonging.  Whatever the case might be, one thing is pretty stable and it’s the fact that nothing is ever constant.  I just contradicted my statement, but it’s very true.   At times, we are brought down by the very same people who usually bring us up.  Things that seem very rational to you might be seen as irrelevant to them and it could be vice versa. 

Just remember, any sort of negative criticism can always be turned into an opportunity for some positive outlook.  One thing no one can ever take away from you is the way you think for yourself, even when your mind is manipulated for a certain period.  No one understands you better than you understand yourself, make sure you remind yourself of this every now and then.  

Anjani Sazish

Sazish yeh sarasar begani si lagti hai
Tumhari khamoshi ab anjani si lagti hai

Laila, majnoon mit gaye issi aah mein
Ashiq aur bohat guzray issi raah mein

Mera hona, na hona, shayad ek sa hai
Duniya ka badalna, na badalna ek sa hai

Tumhari soch ka andaza laga sakti nahin
badalna chahon bhi to kuch badal sakti nahin

Tumhari berukhi wabal-e-jaan na ban jaye
Meri kahani bhi yun bemisaal na ban jaye

Mujhe guzri hui tareekh ka hissa nahin banna
Ek qaghazi tehreer jaisa qissa nahin banna

Ajab kashmakash se dochar hoon mein
Anhoni kaifiat se kuch bezar hoon mein

Koi batadey mujhe, anjaam iss fasanay ka
Kab badley ga, nizaam iss zamanay ka...